When my father died when I
was 23 it caused me to search for the meaning of life.
For some 7 years this involved reading about Buddhism, Transcendental Meditation and I even
had an interest in politics,
at one stage being committed to communism
and thereafter
a card carrying member of an extreme right wing party and also
being involved in a cult.
I was searching
but nothing filled this emptiness
that I had inside.
To the end of this period I started
to read the bible, a book that I found exhilarating, until
I found verse (Leviticus
19:28) that said
that we should not mark our bodies
or get tattooed.
This gave me a problem as
having spent a period of time in the Royal
Navy I had five tattoos.
About this time our first
child was born and my wife wanted him christened
in the local Anglican
church. I started going along to church
thinking that if we were going to go through with this
ceremony I should make some
effort. I also started
to go to a tattoo studio to get the tattoos
removed.
During church one Sunday during the first
quarter of 1980, the curate, an ex profession
footballer,
was preaching and I can clearly remember him
quoting a verse from the bible stating "isn't it
wonderful that the blood of Jesus
cleanses us
from all sin".
It was as
though those words
were only for me and they hit me with such
force, I accepted there and
then Jesus as
my Lord and saviour. The half removed tattoos
are still on my body, but my life has
been transformed and I know for certain that I
have eternal life in Jesus
who has saved
me from my sins. Although
the trials of life are still with me I have a peace that passes all
understanding to face
anything that comes my way.
This initial experience was
over 25 years ago but my relationship with
Jesus is
just as real
as it was
all those years
ago.
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